Sitenews Minimize
  • 30/12/18
    Fun fact - AKPCEP has a Google Page Speed score of 100/100
  • 26/12/18
    You wonder how any of this worked in the first place.
  • 13/03/09
    Still here! Please visit the forums and join in the discussions. If you have any questions or comments please contact Alexander.
Link Button Minimize
link to

Use this to link

Valid XHTML 1.0
Valid CSS

painfully oldschool

Posted 5 July 2003, 10.34 am by Acheron


Oh god, Oregon Trail. And the Neverwinter Nights was just classic.


Posted 2 July 2003, 8.24 am by The Green Mamba

We’ve all heard the expression … mind over matter and even though the limitations and the technicalities of such an elaborate claim are (were) beyond my understanding … I always believed it as an undisputable fact. Lately however, new information has prompted me to change this age old saying to … consciousness over matter. Some might argue that mind and consciousness are the same and that it is an insignificant change. Maybe when you’re done reading this you’ll think differently … for it is our Minds that are the stumbling blocks between the possible and the impossible … not our consciousness.

The "warriors" of Castaneda claim that a person ages and grows weak because they believe in it - it is where their awareness is tuned in on The Hologram, so to speak. If a person gathers enough energy to completely change their belief and perceptual structure into the opposite, then their situation in The Hologram would change - not out of this world or out of this time, but on a different level of symbiosis of earth. This change includes the conscious, sub-conscious and (any possible) supra-conscious mind – what fundamentally makes us who we are. In this way, the abstract definition of “Nagual” (Castaneda and his mentor Don Juan Matus were both Naguals, “double beings”) according to Castaneda is a person with a discontinuity in their life – such as like Castaneda’s one peak experience in his training, when he jumped off a cliff in the Sonora desert and found himself at his apartment in California, two weeks later, with no idea what happened in the time between. (In traditional shamanism of the area the word Nagual (coming from the Aztec ‘nauhualli’) is used for a shaman who can transform into an animal at will (and both Castaneda and his mentor did this, by his account).)
This illustrates well the extent of transformation necessary for or due to the awareness of The Hologram.

“The mind is the fifth column, a foreign installation”. In the hypothesis of The Holographic Universe, Consciousness and The Mind are distinctly separate. Consciousness is the mechanism that projects The Hologram whereas The Mind is simply a part of The Hologram. In light of what Castaneda says, it makes perfect sense ... scientifically and spiritually.

Consciousness does not reside within The Human Mind … but rather The Human Mind exists because of it. The Mind is merely the physical extension of True Reality … wherein Consciousness is the true matrix from which reality is being projected. It exists both within and without The World … simultaneously influencing and influenced by it.
The Mind resides within The Hologram ... whereas Consciousness resides in True Reality. The Mind is but a pale reflection of Consciousness ... and yet the image (The Mind) is obscured by the limitations in our perception within The Hologram (like a photograph - it looks the same but it isn't the real thing)

Basically I'm saying that The Mind is the part of The Hologram that we are able to perceive within the limits of our pre-programmed sensory capabilities. It is the part of the picture through which The Consciousness tries to manifest itself from True Reality into The Hologram. Okay … Maybe it is not pre-programmed by default but by choice - we conform to society, to our parents, when awareness forms in our first years.
Consciousness upholds reality via Mind. Therefore, if you stop The Mind, at least part of it, the controlling part, you can maybe witness energy as it is, before the shaping of The Mind … or, by silencing or transforming part of The Mind, you can change reality - e.g. see True Reality.

In fact, perhaps everything has Mind and Awareness, everything being part of The Mind that is The Hologram.

“If it is the underlying realm of light that is the fundamental reality propping up our physical universe, let us ask ourselves how the universe of space and time would appear from the perspective of a beam of light. The laws of relativity are clear on this point. If you could ride a beam of light as an observer, all of space would shrink to a point, and all of time would collapse to an instant.”

Now that could all be a matter of perception. From similarities between The Holographic Universe and The Path, I'd like to believe that all time, energy and matter exist simultaneously. Not only that, but The Universe is simultaneously infinitely small and infinitely large. Every aspect of The Hologram contains a smaller image of the entire universe, but at the same time is part of what we perceive to be the building blocks of the bigger picture. We are not moving though time, we are simply perceiving a certain point in the whole space time continuum. By shifting our perception we can not only change from one aspect of The Hologram to the next, we can actually move through time. Not physically, but perceptually - like the experiments with LSD during the 1970’s and Castaneda’s journeys into the Dreamtime where the traveller saw and experienced things that happened millions of year in the past ... in this and other parts of The Hologram. It goes back to my favourite theory on Time Travel - thinking yourself back and forth in time. In other words, your body remains in this part of The Hologram, while your Consciousness shifts through time into another part of The Hologram.


Posted 30 June 2003, 7.44 pm by Jake

Robocop Flash Vid

So cool you'll wish you were never born. Although I already wish you were never born, but I don't matter. Just click the fucking link already. If your connection is l337.

Oh, and Alexander owns us all, and would sell each of us to African slave traders for a mere chocolate-covered vanilla ice cream bar.

Scientology deaths

Posted 30 June 2003, 6.27 pm by Alexander

This site makes for interesting reading. If you didn't think Scientology was some creepy, messed up cult before - you will shortly.

How to be a hum0n

Posted 30 June 2003, 4.37 am by hoodedfreak

I am currently unemployed, spending the majority of my summer days volunteering at the SPCA: Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals. Since I?ve started here, I?ve seen/heard some sad things.

Kittens dropped off at the front door in the middle of the night.
Stray dogs found by the highway, shivering and covered with burrs.
Rabbits that have been in small cages so long that they cower in their cardboard box homes whenever anyone attempts to come near them.
Rats with chunks of hair falling out.
Budges with barely any feathers left on their small pink bodies.

There are greater horror stories in the world of Animal Abuse than what I've witnessed within a month there, but I don't know why.

Is it that a hum0n, so badly needing to assert its control and power over another living thing, chooses the species that cannot speak about its mistreatment? Are these people who abuse anything, from their children and wives to a four legged animal? What drives a hum0n to hurt like this? Insecurities? Behavioural problems? Poor mental health?

Or is it that adrenaline rush a hum0n gets from exerting its rules over another? I certainly know how tantalizing that tastes.

* * *

We got a dog when I was in Grade 6, after having a plethora of hamsters, and being told time and time again that we would never get a dog, not in a million years. One day I came home from the most horrible sports camp I had ever attended, fighting my constant breathlessness from the severe asthma that had hit me that year, to find a non-shedding pup waiting in the backyard.

I cried.

One day it got into the garden, and was digging up plants, which was a definite breach of the rules. The brave, noble 12 year old I was marched right up to the dog and struck it, and in a loud voice said, "No!"

The dog whimpered, dropping its tail down low between its legs, and quickly scampered away. I had struck an animal. Not only had I struck it maybe a bit harder than I should've, but it didn't need to be struck at all. It was the rush. This amazing feeling that took control of me and said, "Here's your chance. Take it." In the heat of the moment I saw a chance for control over another living thing, and I took it. A little too hastily.

I've never felt like such a hum0n before.

10 000 YEARS AGO

Posted 29 June 2003, 9.33 pm by The Green Mamba

I used to hate history … endless reams of facts screaming at you about people who died long ago … I couldn’t see the point. But there’s a distinct difference between the history they teach you about in school and History. The first is about a series of events leading up to the present … the other teaches you what it means to be human.

“In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth…”

That’s what the Bible teaches us … and that, to many people is the beginning … the Genesis of the Universe and all the life that it contains ... no further questions. For those of us who seek answers beyond that … history always fails … but not necessarily History. We delve deeper … not only into the history of human nature … but into the very nature of all existence … to the very beginning.

Every religion, every culture has a myth detailing the origin of life and in recent years the similarities between the various myths have fascinated me greatly. Dragonfly is an expert at it and unlike me, can give exact details of not only events that are similar, but even similarities in the symbolism contained in the various origin myths. Once you start looking at these, one thing becomes more relevant than any other … they all have a common origin. Somewhere beyond the endless reams of information and religious symbols lies the truth … and for some strange reason (or maybe Reason is the cause) … the truth has become obscured by time.

Daniel Quinn (Ishmael) successfully pinpointed the birth of Modern Culture to the “invention” of agriculture, in the Fertile Crescent, 10 000 years ago. His conclusions came about because of his research into pre-history. With archaeological evidence as his only source for making this conclusion, some might still find grounds for an argument.

Recently however, I received this email from Dragonfly, with the following quote from The Path:

Castaneda writes that the shamans of his lineage see the human being as a luminous egg when in a type of Shamanistic State of Consciousness, a luminous egg made of infinite fibres of energy, which in-turn connect to everything else in the universe. Now, also in his lineage is the belief in “flyers” (although for them it is an empirical, witnessed fact, they would say), predators that feed on the energy of human awareness, or more specifically, self-interest or self-centeredness.

“The flyers are not metaphors. They are not the IB’s. The flyers are predators who feast on the glow of awareness on our luminous eggs. More recently, the nagual Castaneda has said that the flyers are responsible for the "installation" of our egocentric thinking processes, about 10,000 years ago. The mind is the fifth column, a foreign installation. The seventh Toltec art, discipline and impeccable action, makes our awareness unpalatable to the flyers.”

10,000 years ago, when, according to Daniel Quinn, man decided he was the centre of the universe, the product of evolution. What interests me is that this comes from a completely different arena than Daniel Quinn.

That was the start of our search … and the more we searched the more we found…

Modern day sorcerers say that taking energy from this realm is tricky because the inorganic beings do not dole out their energy for free and want something in return. Warriors say that this realm covets the energy of organic beings because it is so different from their own. They say that humans of ancient times knew about the realm of the inorganic beings but the only concept that has survived from this knowledge is the idea of "selling your soul to the devil".

"Castaneda's teachers differentiated themselves from the sorcerers of ancient times, saying that their aims were drastically different. While the sorcerers of ancient times used their abilities to dominate others and concentrated their efforts on the manipulation of awareness within the world as we know it"

If they were more aware than normal people, perhaps they were keyed in on more energy, and thus their effect would be much more than just a normal persons.

Could this be yet another vital clue in determining the origin of religion?

If the sorcerers of old, with their great capacity for energy, created or shaped the Beast, it all makes sense. The Beast is in every person more or less, because of the inter-connectivity of all things via The Holographic Universe theory. The sorcerers of old are in us now. Those people and those societies that were closer to the Beast than others manifested It, and thus started the momentous movement of what we call civilisation, in various points of the world (Aztecs, Chinese, Egyptians, etc). Also, distant healing is a kind of proof to this point. We can affect others through our persevered intention. Also, if the sorcerers of the old world and of present day use energy to stop ageing, then it’s a good idea to look into “anti-aging” techniques of the world (usually falling into two classifications: external, like elixirs of the middle ages, and internal, like in Taoism).

It is both frightening and reassuring ... seeing The Beast unfold ... knowing your enemy is the first step to defeating it.

Under normal circumstances I wouldn’t have given Castaneda a second thought and neither would I have expected anybody else to. Frankly … on its own it sounds like one man’s mumbling about whole lot of mumbo-jumbo … that is, until you look into Quantum Physics and find startling similarities between what he describes as “the realm of inorganic beings” and “The Holographic Universe”. Only then did I realise that under the watchful eye of human logic, these similarities just shouldn’t be there … and yet they are.


Introspective? Perhaps.

Posted 29 June 2003, 5.26 pm by Arguile

I've been noticing that I've been bubbling over with creativity these days, but it's been nothing but lyrics and poems. That's unusual for me, because before I met my band, End of Story, I had been in a bit of a poetic slump.. but the sudden surge of lyrics has done very little to convey what I feel. I feel almost like I've restrained myself to a certain way of writing, and thus am unable to get across what it is that I feel and think. This may prove to be another one of my shitty writings that are "written like I'm writing the next great book." But, I feel the need to get this out in paragraph form instead of via stanzas and choruses.

For the longest time in my life, my happiness and future were dependant upon others. I planned my future around where other people would be and what other people would be doing. But people change, or mature, or distance themselves from you, and if you try to plan around them, you are left irreparably alone and even more stranded than you were before. These days I've gotten back to the basics on who I am and what I do, mostly because of myself, but quite a bit of it came from someone else as well. I've learned that those you once held on a pedestal will change their outlooks on life to better suit their own gain, and that's absolutely and positively fine. No one should change what makes them happy for someone else.

I miss being part of a collective... it requires less thinking and less individual action. Everything you do is for the good of the collective, and when you do something to please yourself or act on your own behalf, it's seen as a threat to the collective and therefore cause for controversy and anger. The only way one can advance in life is to act on their own behalf and do what makes them feel good without any thought of the greater collective being. Now, some people may feel like this is about a situation in particular, but it's a vague example given and meant to be applicable to numerous situations. Whichever situation it plays to in your life first is a matter of personal taste, and not my fault.

I am myself, I am an individual, and I am someone who knows who I am. I remain myself through all circumstantial happenings, and no outside circumstances can alter that, underneath everything you see, I am who I am. That's what Yahweh meant in the bible, I believe. Christians to take it to mean that "I am everything and nothing at once"... and while that fits in with the Christian aspect of what they need to absolve from a fairy tale, that's not how I picture it. The way I see it is that God is nothing more than who we are meant to become; when he says "I am who I am" that is a representation of the more enlightened method of thinking. God knows that he is nothing more than we make him, and similarly, we are nothing more than we make ourselves to be.


Posted 28 June 2003, 3.22 am by The Green Mamba

"...Yes I know my enemies

They're the teachers who taught me to fight me
Compromise, conformity, assimilation, submission
Ignorance, hypocrisy, brutality, the elite
All of which are American dreams..."
- Rage Against The Machine

Before I start this six-part series of posts, let me explain a few things:

Most of what follows will not make much sense unless you read at least some of the source documents. Obviously all would be better ... but I know that's a hell of a lot to ask (It took me the better part of two weeks to get through all of it).

Source Documents:
Michael Harner - The Way of the Shaman
Fusion Anomaly - The Matrix
Fusion Anomaly - The Holographic Universe
Fusion Anomaly - Edgar Mitchel
True Mind - The Path
Neoro Energetics - Dreaming Realities
Gnosticism Reborn
Warrior Traveler - Los Voladores-Flyers
Science & Spirit - Light, Matter & The Zero-point Field

In addition to these, every ancient religious text that I have read "indirectly" substantiates these ideas in one way or another ... thereby confirming my belief that there is certain amount of truth in every ancient belief ... albeit obscured through time and human interpretation.

You also need to know what we are talking about when we refer to The Beast. For those who have read Daniel Quin, it's Modern Culture ... for those who read Robert M Persig, it's the Giant of NY ... Castaneda calls it "the flyers" ... but for us it can also mean Society, The Media, or basically anything that shapes and controls our behaviour within The System (separately or as a whole).

The posts themselves were not written as one coherent thread (Still on my things to do list). What happened was that while Dragonfly was reading up on Shamanism I was busy investigated The Holographic Universe and somewhere in the middle of it all we started bouncing ideas back and forth. We got pretty excited when we realised that we could either substantiate or contradict each other by cross-referencing our research. We got so involved in the discussion that we had two sometimes three emails going at once, which resulted in some threads crossing over into another or just breaking up across emails. New ideas spawned searches for new information spawned new ideas.
I tried my best to reconstruct the threads into various points of discussion, but as you will see, some threads contain points of interest that are relevant to others. Over and above that, we neglected to use different fonts/colours in our emails and at the end of the day I couldn't even remember who said what when, so at times I becomes we and you becomes us.
Lastly, I refrained from making any final conclusions. I will say this however ... the basis for all our ideas are not isolated to either Shamanism, Quantum Physics or our own personal beliefs, but are instead collaborated through cross-referencing one field with another. Some of the things mentioned here were entirely new to me (preposterous at times) and had I neglected to read any one of the sources mentioned, I would never have come to the conclusions I did. What you choose to accept and what you decide to reject will depend entirely on your perception ... and how far you are willing to shift it within or outside of The Holographic Universe.

Archives: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94

Submissions Minimize

1 Article awaiting authorisation

Users Online Minimize

Members: 2 Guests: 851

Art Collection Minimize
Click for larger image

Doggybag/baggy_dog is an artist living and working in Barga, Italy. Click here to read about this piece in his own words.

Chat Minimize


80s candy bars were pretty good

only because i traded it for a candy bar in the 80's.

lol we all know you don't have a soul ghoti

my soul for some carbs...

But of course!

Yo ! Does this work ?


If you wish to help AKPCEP grow, please use PayPal.
RSS Newsfeed:
Articles posted are copyright the respective authors and may not express the views of All other content ©Alexander King 2001-2019. ver 4.0
This page was built in 0.0195 seconds